I’m less nervous now than a week and a half ago. I really want to please God by trusting in him. Ps 147:11; Lam 3:25 I’m sure I’ll get nervous. Or maybe I shouldn’t try to predict the future. I’m not looking forward to adjustments during recovery. My body is so sensitive and already in a state of ‘generalized anxiety’ which is mainly physical. But circumstantial here. If I could only worry about tomorrow and let the rest go. Matt 6:34
I have the worst headache in years and I can’t take anything for it other than Tylenol–which does no good–before surgery. Ibuprofen always works, but it’s a blood thinner which is not allowed at this point. And this is probably only about 1/50th as bad as those who have bad migraines. I can’t imagine. Last two surgeries I never had a headache, which I don’t get very often anyway.
